ITS MY TURN TO SHINE .. DAMN YOU

Finally I have the time to blog!


.. Here is my story ..

Saturday
Finally, the one day that I didn't have work for a LONG time. I actually went into work for Mr. Harry Potter - Book No. 6. At 8.45am, I was waiting for the book to arrive. I was joined by many older readers. But the book was not for me.. It was for my little sister. I was merely the driver. And when I got home, I crashed back into bed with a vengence. Three hours later, Good morning WORLD! That evening in celebration for Anton's 21st Birthday and I brought with Charlyn and Jackie. I can't believe I drove around the same blocks for 1 hour trying to be tight arses and not pay for parking. None to avail - So we parked at The Westin Hotel - $20 for PARKING!! At least MPB was free entry due to Anton's careful and frantic last minute organisational skills. I must say that there was A LOT of people there .. also very squashy! So squashy in fact, that some UNATTRACTIVE guy tried to grab hold of me. GROSS. I got to see Dez, which was great considering I haven't seen in nearly a year and she's practically a sister to me. AND I saw Freeney, who I must say is like a brother to me and I know he will always have my back! However, I did not spend much time with Peter, which makes me sad. Coz I know that I won't seeing him the next coming days. We left early due to work commitments the next day and I still had an urge to get roaring drunk.

Sunday
Can't say I got much sleep during the night. I recieved a phone call from Peter at 5.30am to say that he was home from the Club, and I realised that I had to wake up for work in 1 hour. Daymn. Off to work I went at 8am. Recieved a phone call from Deeh on the way to work. She was bored at 8am! I got to work with an abundance of energy and by the time 11am rolled around, I was drowsy as anything. I got frustrated with counting the money that I called in for reinforcements - THE STORE MANAGER and then I just ended up looking incompetent. Damn. Finished work around 3.30pm. Crashed into bed around 4pm and did not wake up until 6pm. That was GOOD sleep! And spent the night talking to Dez, Rhoemell and Peter consecutively. Couldn't get to sleep, so I spent my time researching on a suitable MP3 Player for me. The new Sony 20gb looks really, really good with great reviews. Unfortunately, not within my price range and doesn't have as much accessories as an Ipod.

Monday
I went to appointment for my lungs and heart. Everything is a-OK! I need to learn to relax - less panic, less stress. Prior to my appointment with my specialist. I had to do a breathing test and an allergy test. The breathing test was weird. She wanted my to pant! (I AM NOT A DOG!) and blow air out of my lungs really hard and really fast.. I ended up gagging. Hrmpz. Oh, the allergy test was a fun one and I ended up feeling like Frankenstein with all the needles. I found out that I'm majorly allergic to dust mites. At first it looked like a mosquito bite, then throughout the day it became as big as my palm and really red too. GROSS! I'm also allergic to egg yolk, cat hair and histamines. After all that, I went shopping at Bankstown to get a fair idea on prices for an Ipod mini 4GB - $299 everywhere. Target have a toy sale on now and you get a bonus pack with your Ipod mini... Off track. I also had work that day. The dreaded STOCKTAKE. Scheduled Work: 5pm to midnight. This did not happen. I came home at 2.30am, totally buggered and I didn't get to sleep till 4am. Damn.

Today
Woke up at 7am. Damn. I wanted to sleep in. Took my sister to school and took the first catnap of the day. FINALLY got to speak to Peter, in what seems like forever. Didn't speak for long. Mostly about uni results. He did very well for himself. I'm happy I passed them all. But for some reason he had more pressing issues to deal with, like housework. Great. The cableman came around 10am. I'm happy - He fixed our connection. It's all happy Jan now. FedEx man came around 11am. And in between all that I decided to call everyone else up from uni. Everyone did reasonably well. Passes and a couple of fails. There's always next time. After all that, I took another huge power nap for work this afternoon/evening. At least I'm home earlier tonight. But not early enough to talk to Peter tonight. Damn. So I blogged.

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OTHER NOTES:

Exam Results
Thank you. For once I actually passed all 4 subjects in one semester. It was my ONE main goal last semester and I didn't get it. It was one goal that I had wanted with all my heart. To prove to myself that I can get through the demand of uni without being in a relationship. I had failed. It told me a lot about my character. This time round, being in a relationship and with 4 subjects on my plate, I have somehow managed to pass them all.

Me
I feel angry. Pissed off. And at times, cheated. Grr. I feel selfish. I feel competitive and jealous.
When is it going to be my turn?