These are the times..

These are definately hard times that I'm facing. I hate this time of year. Not to do with God or Jesus, but more with life. Uni is hectic and all its obligations just make me wish that I'm done and finished with studying. This weekend has been so chock-a-block with uni baddies (as opposed to goodies!).

- Saturday: Financial Planning Mid-semester exam
- Sunday: Accounting Philosophies and Theories Essay Due
- Monday: Financial Planning Fact Finder and Investment strategies

Not to mention that I worked today (Sunday) as well. And it definately has not been a good day. (NOTE TO SELF: Submit essay before 7pm!)

Today I 'cracked' - work, uni and relationship related. I feel like I'm ready to 'throw in the towel' in so many aspects of my life. What do I really want in life? Right now, I'm angry. I'm confused. I'm tired. I don't feel like doing investment strategies - damn you Bonaventura and Pedro! I've thought and analysed and thought some more. I want a lot more then what I have at the moment. Aren't I a selfish bugger? Maybe I want more attention paid to me. NOTE TO SELF: You're being selfish! I'm sick of being understanding and patient and everything that comes along with it cos maybe, just maybe, I DONT UNDERSTAND ANYTHING!

BACK TO TOPIC ---->

Part of my thought process today included one of that past. I realised that around this time of year that something significant occurs. Majority of the time its relationships. Break-up or make-up. Or something that puts me completely out of my equilibrium.

My thought process now has gone completely nuts and has made me completely nuts.

I'm 'throwing in the towel' on this one.

Good night and Good luck