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Saturday, November 05, 2005

I Don't Think My Mantra Worked

That's right folks, I dont think my mantra worked. Why? Because yesterday, I left uni early. To go shopping and to go home and sleep. My motivation lost the wind in its sails. The drive to pass has nearly all but gone. Sorry to say but "I can't be bothered". No! No! NO! .. Need to study!! Need to PASS! HOPEFULLY only one more year left.

*Rationalising Thought* Maybe I crashed and burned during 'study mode' because I have just OVER-Studied. After all, everyday since Monday at 9.30am to nearly 8pm (daily) has just burned me out. Sitting in the library with my study buddies, books, calculator and ipod has just depressed me. I mean, the only thing i look forward to is "What are we going to eat for lunch today?" .. I'm SOOO BUMMED at not being able to study.

Today's agenda is to at least make a small dent in my 2nd subject. Another day of calculations!

Hope you're having a better weekend than me!