Reminiscent

It's been one year, and I don't know how to handle what I feel. I don't know what to feel about the past. It still hurts. Isn't that crazy? I feel confused.

I was backing up my old laptop the other night, and i came across a file that i had written whilst i wasn't together with him. And reading what i wrote still hurt me. I remember while i was writing it. It had absolutely broken my heart into pieces just writing it. I remember the tears flowing. And I remember the hurt. I can't help but still being hurt about what happened exactly one year from today.

He is with me now. I am happy to be with him. There is no one i'd rather be with.